IP

Had my assessment interview. He seemed to treat me as if I DO actually have anorexia. He suggested in-patient. It was meant to happen in a weeks time when a space became available. The hospital clinic called today. They have 2 beds available as of tomorrow and me and another girl will be admitted TOMORROW at the same time.

Tomorrow. I don’t believe it. I’m not ready. I’m too BIG.

My head tells me she deserves to be there and will be obviously sick looking and unwell. Unlike me.

Apparently it takes 3 days to fully assess me, and I won’t see the dietician till Monday. Until then I’m allowed to eat what I want from the normal hospital menu. As of Monday I’m on the full monitored program.

Note me if you want my address to write. Not saying you do, only that some people have wanted to do that in the past.

I am freaking out. This is way too sudden and soon. I was thinking I had 2 weeks until admission.

You will not here from me for at least 3 weeks. There is NO computer access allowed and I am not allowed to have leave for the first 21days.

Elizabeth.