Colour

So today I ate more than toast.

If this is how it begins, then I won’t let it happen.

It’s vile.

I know what binging is like and I WON’T go there again.

I DON’T WANT TO BE A PERSON THAT STUFFS FOOD IN HER MOUTH

There MUST be resistance, and denial, and weakness, and greyness.

A world with colour hurts my eyes.

I’m disgusted.

Abhorred.

And I want the world to shut down again.

 

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July 20, 2006

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