New Beginnings *edit*

There have been years where I’ve dismissed the beginning of a new year as nothing too important, but in recent years I’ve found that the coming of a new year gives me an excuse to assess where my life is at, where it’s been, and where it’s going.  I don’t really take a lot of time to actually analyze my life because I spend so much time just living it, so sometimes it’s nice to just stop and see where things are at.

I broke off one of my relationships today.  I’ve been seeing two people: Andrea and the drag king.  I had to end things with the king because I was getting too attached and I was starting to want things that I know I wouldn’t be able to have and also wouldn’t be good for me.  I was starting to feel the need to have more status in this person’s life, and he’s recently single and needs to keep exploring his bachelorhood – and so do I.  I am a bachelor and I need to remain one, and getting attached to a lover is a very bad thing for a bachelor to do.  It was hard to end this one, because I obviously really like this person and I would like to stay friends with them.  We’ll see what happens.

I’m also doing all the usual resolution stuff.  I plan to start excercising in the spring (I go jogging when it’s warm enough out), and I’m going to start eating healthier.  Or at least try to.  I bought yogurt today – that’s a start.

I’m hoping 2006 is a strong business year.  I love doing business.  It makes me so happy.  I get my spirituality through business, if that makes sense.

I’d also like to spend more time on myself.  I plan to do things like watch movies and go for walks.  I’ll have to make time for it, but I deserve to have time made for me.  I need to look inwards more.

One day I’d like to write a book about my life.  That’s not a resolution, that’s just a random musing.

*edit*

I forgot to add – I quit my job on Friday.  They found out I was using condoms for handjobs and told me they didn’t allow that.  I told them I couldn’t work there, packed up my shit and left.  Unfortunately I forgot my sexy black bustier there and I’ll need to stop by and pick it up.  Dammit.

This makes me unemployed again.  Fuck.