September 23, 2013

Well then

Lol…I guess I should only write selfishly. My vent about someone I care about went unremarked. Hmmm.

Well…it’s beautiful outside. The house sold. We have to move out by the 31st of October. FML. I don’t know where I’m going. I keep dreaming. A huge part of me wants to run after him, to tell him we should start over, try again.

I just want to feel settled.

I saw it and got angry. Read it from my phone in Calgary, I can’t note well from my phone and I didn’t have a whole lot of time that weekend. My room didn’t have wifi, it didn’t have cable. The Marriott is supposed to be this big fancy hotel yet they charge extra for everything. I see notes from you once a month or so, so I mean, I’m not sure about the expectations.

Less passive aggressive, more confused. I’m a bit out of sorts with myself and don’t have a whole lot to give to people other than friends and family. I think what happened was beyond an injustice, I think it is why parents kill for their children, what do we do when the justice system utterly and completely fails us. Sorry my wording definitely could have been better on the note. I don’tmind that you don’t note often. It makes it all the more real when you do note, because I know it’s coming right from your heart.