June 23, 2013

Lancing the Wound

Okay, don’t bother to read this is you don’t want to hear some complaining and negativity. It’s not really important but…

I NEED to get it out, it’s eating at me, and I need to write it down here to get it out of my life and try and just be happy!

So despite my last entry, the Colleen situation went to hell. I haven’t spoken to her since, not intentionally, I just got busy and then decided to keep my mouth shut and my head down. She has not done the same. According to my friends who are actually my friends, she told her parents I stole the guy she was sleeping with, and now apparently Chris and I area forbidden to enter her house. She’s going around to all our friends not shutting up about this and starting drama and Facebook divorcing me and defriending me. I just want to say

GROW THE FUCK UP YOU DUMB BITCH!!!!

Okay, that’s out of my system now. I’m just so upset that this is happening. I have to feel bad and be made to be a tramp because I wasn’t psychic and took her at her word when she said she wanted me to go for it and to be with him.

His ex basically told him never to speak to her again because he’s dating me. I get it. She’s hurt. Idk who dumped whom, it was over a year and a half ago now, but she was still really upset and sad and asked him to leave her alone. That’s two people gone from his life because of me. Only one of them might not be such a bad loss, but…idk.

Why does something that makes me happy have to hurt other people?

Alright I give up. Done with this. I vented, I’m good. Moving on. There are more people in the wold who have real problems.

Mrs. Tiny Duckie, I’m thinking of you and praying for your family.

A.Balanced.Life, congrats on the beautiful new daughter!

I’ve been in that place… It really does suck. *hugs* I hope writing this out helped a little. Take good care.

If I can be honest here, these two girls sound really immature. The one ex obviously still has feelings for him, even if it wasn’t you and someone else, she probably would have said the same thing. It still sucks because it isn’t someone else. As for Colleen, I have to wonder how good of a friend she was in the first place if she is willing to do this to your friendship, especially after initiallysupporting the whole thing. I’ve had a lot of friends leave my life, some by their choice, some by mine and some of us drifted apart. One thing I’ve learned is that those friendships were never what I thought they were. My true lifetime friendships, those are the ones that I hope to always keep. From the sounds of Colleen, she doesn’t sound like lifetime friendship material. Doesn’t make it hurt any less, it absolutely sucks losing a friend, and knowing that others are hurting. That said, they are grown ups, not children, they are choosing to feel the way they are feeling. They need to get over it.

Mrs. Tiny Duckie

June 25, 2013

You really don’t need drama like that in your life. I suggest removing her from your FB if you haven’t already.

ryn: It can be scary depending on why a person is selling their house. We’ll be OK if ours doesn’t sell. It would be sweet though if we could, especially because interest rates are going up and it would be nice to lock in at a nice low rate.