Fog Fog Fog
I swear, living on a cycle is just not fair. Not that kind of cycle, but an emotional, depressive cycle. Some days I’m clear, moving forward, aware of who I am, where I’m going, and what I want. And then some days functioning is hard. It’s like my body is technically awake, but my mind is totally asleep. It’s unreal. I can’t even properly clean my room. I tend to drink more too when I’m in a fog. I bloody hate it. I just want to feel capable, in control, and to do what needs to be done. Anyone have any tips on how to build discipline? I am rather lacking. I’m also spending ridiculous amounts of money I don’t have. I need to get control of this.
Anyone got a giant fan?
Get it…
For the Fog.
Sounds like your manic. Call your psych and make an appointment soon. Love you!
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I’m lacking in motivation these days as well. I always talk about my big exercise plan and then never start it. I have to start it soon. I find out tomorrow if I’m pregnant or not. Still no period. I’ll write an entry as soon as I know. Probably early evening tomorrow or late afternoon.
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