It’s Been A LONG Time…

…and I don’t really have an excuse…so on to the actual entry.

A good friend of mine is a regular visitor of this diary. She likes to point out how much I don’t update, but she does it because, in the very least, she wants to be entertained and she expects me to do some of the entertaining.

She said something to me today that inspired this entry.

“You don’t write a lot about Marci.”

I thought back to the entries in this diary and didn’t really agree. I think there is a good amount of stuff about Marci in here. But she’s right…I don’t write about Marci nearly as much as I write about Annette for example.

There’s a reason for it…and until now, I had never thought about it.

I come here to write about things that affect me on a daily basis, (ok, so it hasn’t been daily in a long time, but you get the point). Whether I am going through some overblown personal crisis, or celebrating a milestone, this diary is where it all comes out.

I write less about Marci not because she has the least impact on me. In fact, it’s exactly the opposite. If I wrote more about her, every entry would be exactly the same. I write less about her because SHE is the one constant thing in my life.

She is the one person with whom I never question my role. She is the one person with whom I never have to wonder–about anything. With Marci, I never feel out of place, inferior, or unconfident. She is my rock. She is the love of my life, and that will never change.