Firefly

Ok. Sorry for the absence heh. Weird to write to y’all directly as usually I don’t completely acknowledge that I am writing *for* people, even if I am. Tho I did notice while I was on hiatus that I wrote a helluva lot…I mean, it was easier to just open this silly Compose screen up and ramble when I knew no one, for the most part, could see it.

Those entries may become public at some point. But not right now. I’m not even sure how long I’ll continue being Faves Only/Private. I had a wonderful weekend (I will un-p the previous entry, cuz it was a nice one…), and the quagmire that I had previously been in….I dunno. I feel as if I’m still right there on the edge. But there’s a bit of a bright spot now.

Therapy today was also very good. Talked a bit about my weekend, and about J moving offices and considering the possible-wretchedness of the wall paper in the new place. ehehe. For all I know, it’s not horrible. But anything with “gold” and “fleurs de lis” is bound to be a bit iffy in my book! Oooh! Maybe she should get lame curtains! As in gold lame (as in rhymes with “may” not with “aim”) hehehehe.

Talked a bit about relationships. Living in the Now.ha. My strongpoint. eeef…. And she made a good point in regards to my frustration at not being able to just relax as much as I’d like. She said that, ya know, it’s a good thing, not a bad. Cuz then the relationship has something to work towards and such. So.

:p Me? In a Relationship? That’s just weird. eheh.

But. I’m gonna go try to make a cd to send AJ for her birthday, which is on Friday. *smiles*