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-late to clinical
-extra assignments because i was 25 minutes late (for a SIX HOUR “class”…I didn’t even miss morning report.)
-RN who wouldn’t really give me the time of day and huffed every time I tracked her down to ask a question
-condescending clinical instructor
-apparently everyone failed the Process quiz so horribly that there is another one on Thursday. It’s apparently posted on Bb, but….
-all of the school servers, including Bb, seem to be down. So I can’t see the memo about the exam. Or see if Carie posted our grades yet (prolly not, as she had an exam in her gen psy class too, of 91 students. eheh…). Or check on Carie’s students to see that they’ve all posted something on Bb like they were s’posed to do.
-walking home from therp, I happened to check my phone to see if AJ had called and she hadn’t, but my sister had sent me a txt saying that Z has a temp of 104 and was at the hospital with my b.i.l and they’re not sure if it’s related to Kawasaki’s or not- they drew blood work but it won’t be back until 6ish.
-Bb is down so I can’t get the papers that I need for the assignment that I was supposed to turn in this morning.
-my apt, once again, is a mess and AJ will be here Thursday
-I didn’t get enough info on my pt today in order to do a complete care plan, which is BAD. Some people have done THREE already, and I’ve not even done ONE. FUCK.

And yes. I know. People have lost their homes and everything that they own. And in comparison, my petty problems are nothing.

But ya know what? Knowing that? Just makes me feel worse for feeling bad in the first place.

I think I’ll go to bed.