AHHHHHHHHHHH

Shitshitshitshit.

I completely missed the fact that it was a new month. Meaning I didn’t pay my rent. Or my car payment. Or my loan payment. FUCKINA

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SUCH AN IDIOT?????????

I hadn’t been late on the car payment or loan payment even ONCE.

why the hell do i even bother.

suddenly, Now seems a perfectly fine time to go back to bed.

broken things stay broken.