I’m Alive……………….

1.  I MISS THE HELL OUT OF OD.   Life is HORRIBLE when I cant write and vent.  NO FUN AT ALL.

2.  I WILL HAVE INTERNET AT HOME SOOOON!!!! WHOOOO HOOOOOO

3.  I’m at the library so this entry might be a little short, but then again, we know I get long winded and can type 87 words a minute, so maybe I will get it all out.

4. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO INTENTIONS OF SPELL CHECKING THIS…so my apologies in advance.

TONS has been going on, but nothing all that great.   I guess the latest is re-connecting with this AWESOME man from teh past.  Problem is, he lives in Cincinatti.  UGH…. more on that later.

The latest drama is the JOB.  I’m blocked from every site known to mankind.  Can’t even get around it through proxy servers.  I applied for a promotion position, the interview was awesome.  Upon decision making time, I was told that I was perfect for the position, but they decided to go with someone with a littel more techinical experience.  I say.. ok. so be it.  Two days later these mofo’s at make me fill in the position I applied for cuz someone in their department was out sick.

So…ummmm let me get this straight.  I can’t have the position, but I can fill in when your people are out sick?  Ok.  Whatever.  So I fill in for a week.  Chickybroad they hired never made thru the front doors because of too many personal issues.  You think I’d be offered the position at this point right?   NOPE.   They hire some other chick who already has a job and wait for her to put in her two week notice.  

I took the mon, tues before xmas eve and xmas off.  I return to work on Friday to meet the new girl.   Wouldn’t you know she is the SISTER in LAW of my team leader?  AHAHAHAHAH Nepotism at its finest.  But you ready for the real kicker?  GUESS WHO THE FUGG they have training her?

Yup.. YOURS TRULY.  *sigh*  I can’t have the position, but I can fill in while your peeps are sick, and I can train the chick you gave the postion too rather than me.   GOTTA love freaking office politics right?  Granted i’m not training her on EVERYTHING.   The new position is comprised of 75 of what I know and 25 percent of what they would teach me if I had got the job.  But I still think having me train her on teh 75 is absolute bullsh*t.  

OK.  Back to good things going on.  My good friend Darren back in CALI gave me an airline ticket to go wherever the hell I want this year as long as Jet Blue flies there.   So i’m Chicago bound when the weather warms up.  THIS DIVA DOES NOT DO SNOW.  HELLL NO.  UH UH NO WAY.    But i’m excited to go.  My best friend lives there, two other close friend, MY NEW SISTER i have not met yet……I have a new neice on the way, two neices I have not met, and two sister in laws i have not met.   Should be an exciting trip.

Not to mention i have 156 hours of available vacation time for 2009.  GO ME GO ME.

OK.  Lets get to the Dysfunctional Diva Fanclub update.

1.  MB – I’ve sort of let him in my bed a few times over the past few months.  Same sh*t different day.  When everythign in his world gets jacked up he comes runnign to me like a safety net, but never will commit to me.  I have no emotional attachment to him anymore, but lets face it.  I can use a good Orgasm every now and then right?

2.  Darren – Gave me the airline ticket to come home.  He still wants "one weekend" with me, but again, same sh*t different day.  Been friends for a bajillion years, but he doesn’t want to pursue anything serious.  I’m cool with that.  Glad I never did sleep with him.

3.  Daryl B – This is the neighbor.  He’s still going thru something.  Very GREAT guy, there for me when I need a friend, but when it comes to everyday average stuff.  Massively flakey.  Plus i’ve never really been attracted to him.

4.  Jeff aka HIM – Still has cold feet or something.  Everytime we talk he feels this connection to me that scares the crap out of him, then I don’t hear form him for another 3 months.  We had an AMAZZZING conversation a month ago, and now there is nothing.  BLAH…whatever.

5.  Daryl T.   – Sigh.  This is the one I mentioned in the beginning of the entry and to be honest he needs and entry of his own.   So ummmmm follow me to the next entry.

Love Peace and Chicken Grease!!

MUAHH!!!!

~Nixx

 

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