Why?

Why the hell am I so freaking confusd? Why the hell do I like you so much? Why do you always drive me crazy? Why can’t I be happy? Why can’t we be together? Why can’t I live just live life without a guy? Why can’t all my friends stay? Why can’t I wait? Why do I have to be an impatient, senestive person? Why did I have to fall in love with him? Why is he always on my mind? Why did I let him get to me? Why can’t I just give up on it? Why do my parents always have to fight with my brother? Why do police have to get involved? Why can’t my mommom be healthy? Why do I always get bitch at, like I did everything wrong? Why is it always my fault? Why am I to blame? Why are you scared, it’s just me? Why can’t I have a normal relationship with anyone? Why can’t I be like one of those lucky people in love? Why do I always fall hard? Why do I always get hurt? Why can’t I just have fun and not take it all serious? Why can’t I be me? Why can’t I know who I really am? Why do I let the little things bother me? Why am I so insecure and self-conscious? Why can’t people like me for me? Why am I depressed? Why can’t I just have that normal life? Why do I have these problems? Why me? Why ….WHy ….WHY?