Thoughts

I feel like I missed my chance with so much. Just feels like it’s my fault that I end up this way. Can’t blame anyone else. It’s not fair and well I don’t know what to do about it. I look at all the things I just gave up on and see that I was missing out. I feel like I never make the right decision with anything. Just something is wrong with me and I don’t know what. What do I do, say, or act? Just will never make sense to anyone. Hell, I don’t make sense to myself anymore