The Past

As I was going through my closet in search of books to give away to needy children, I came across something. It was my old bulletin board that I filled with pictures. I began to look at it and just wonder where the years have gone by. Yes I sound like this old lady reflecting back on her golden years, but the days are slipping pass us. There were people on there that I no longer speak to and wonder why we don’t. Everyone with smiles on their faces, but who knows if they are smiling now. There were people on there that I was once best friends with and now I don’t know where they are anymore. It was pictures from only two years ago. It really does amaze me on how much things have pass and how much people have change. Another thing that was on there was a picture of me and my ex-boyfriend, someone whom I was in love with for two years. It didn’t work out. I was completely depressed in that stiuation. I have to sometimes remind myself of the whole reasoning because I know sometimes, I do miss him. I guess I miss the good old times we had together. It’s crazy that it’s only a memory, yet feels like just yesterday. I guess I have alot to look forward to, but will always have yesterday as a constant reminder that it is best to look back but not to try to get back there but to look and know I was there.