Not to Be Forgotten

Well it’s been a while since I last wrote. Alot has happen in the last entry, that last one was sad and I’m gonna at least try to attempt a better happier entry this time around. School seems to be such a daze for me anymore. Ever since the incident with Missy, I really haven’t felt the same way about anything. I just feel completely numb and I have become distant from people who care about me. I don’t mean for that, just don’t know what to do or anything. School is alright, I just I was talking to more people. I’m more comfortable with the environment, yet I haven’t really made a new friends. I want to so badly be able to go up to people and start talking, yet I’m so afraid of people not liking me and usually I don’t care what people think, it’s all new to me. I’m just gonna take focus on my schooling and hope to do my best. They are fairly easy classes, not much to challenge myself on, so I’m hoping for next semester to have good classes. I just gotta think positive, although things aren’t the greatest right now, they will get better. I know they will, I gotta just not give up. Yeah sometimes I wish for things to be amazing, but you know sometimes you gotta work for it and that’s what I’m going to do. Well I’m going to bed, good-night all.