its october!

So here is just another delightful entry bought to you by moi. It’s strange that I have many people on my livejournal friends list but I couldn’t tell you really anything about them, not where they are from or any information I could simply gather from their user info. Not sure what says about me, but shouldn’t be friends at least know each other’s name? I want to get to know more of you, but how? We lead these busy lives, we live probably far away and who knows if we ever have anything in common? It’s strange but sometimes you wonder why anybody is on my friends list at all? Just a random thought.

      So life in Mary’s world has been quite fascinating to say the least. I tend to use the word, "interesting" way too much, so fascinating works for right now. Let’s see I am going into my 8th week of school and it’s definitely a lot of work but I think I am finally going into the groove of things. I quit the Advertisor job although I’m sure I wrote of this the last time I had an entry. But things are finally getting back to normal with school and how things are moving. My grades thus are okay, but Ii definitely can and will, hopefully, do better. I just want my last semester to be good grades overall. I wouldn’t mind As and Bs, that would an amazing way to leave the place.

      Work hasn’t been too bad, I’m mixing it up for who works when, so that one person doesn’t always get every weekend off, just not fair. I didn’t even realize I was doing it. The new guy is good but a little forgetful with things and plus things have gotten stolen again. Tsk tsk. I worked tonight and we made so much money. I work in a retail store, there is only ten stores alike of this name and we sell unique stuff, kind of expensive, but not uber expenisve, like Gucci or something. But we finally are getting back into doing well after a crappy summer. I told my boss about my plans come January. I told him that I would like to continue working there however I would need to get paid so much more. So he understood that and he said he would take care of it. Sweet stuff!

      My Halloween Party is in two weeks. It should be good, me hope so. It sounds like pretty much all that were invited are coming, which is like 20 people. I still need to get my own costume and decorations this weekend. I’m giving away a prize for best costume, hehe. Let’s hope people really throw together some awesome outfit. It is also BYOB, I’m broke, actually beyond broke, so let’s hope it works out =)

      Speaking of being broke, I just found out that THIS Tuesday, and not NEXT which I originally thought is the last installment of tuition, I freaking wrote it down the 24th. I’m so screwed, I am down 40 bucks. I hate how freaking expensive, but I’m taking 5 classes and it’s my last ever. Just sucks that I am going to have like 0 money until my check which is Friday, but since I’m not working tomorrow it’s going to be a crappy paycheck. Now I’m seriously going to be living paycheck to paycheck for awhile until I save money to spend again, just sucks.

      The babies are two weeks as of yesterday (Saturday). They are adorable and I shall put up pictures on here very soon! I really cannot wait until I can come over and start nannying. I am not afraid at all, believe it or not. It’s going to be quite an experenice, that’s for sure.

       This is where it leads to my brother. He’s 25 and he has done a lot of crappy stuff in his lifetime, that’s for sure. Well he really did some pretty amazingly horrible things to this family and well what can you do? So we did what we can and he is now in a ward in Ambler and recently was diagonised with bipolar disorder which I know all too well about. For awhile my shrink in high school thought I had it. I must have outgrown it or something, who knows. No one is normal, I don’t car e what anybody says. So he’s going to be up there for a few more days and then heading to rehab for the third time. Who knows what this means but now I have become completely numb from the subject. I cried last week but that’s common I guess. I just wish things were back when we were young and life was so precious and simple. Yet when is that ever possible in this day and age?

       I have begun to draw again and it has been so amazing. I forgot how relax and motivate I become when I start to draw. I am sketching two Winnie the Pooh pictures for my neice and nephew for their room. I figure it’s a neat surprise for them and ofcourse my sister and her husband. Gosh I am getting old, only a month and a half until I am freaking 22, where has the time gone? Seriously, just yesterday I remember turning 13 and now I’m 22, freaking crazy stuff man.

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