Chances

Everybody say’s they make mistakes,

but the only real mistake I have ever made,

Was to not take time for *you*,

*you* were my guiding light,

always with a smile on your face,

*you* were there for me,

why was I so immature about it,

I realize now that I let go,

possibly the best thing to ever enter my heart,

although *you* will always be in my heart,

it will not be the same without *you* in my arms,

I can’t remember the last time I forgot *you*,

and *you* are the dream I want to come true,

I can only blame myself,

and hope that you believe me,

and see me the way I see *YOU*.

My friend, Mike wrote that. I think that’s how my ex bf is feeling right about now. At the concert, I met this cool guy and all, and well we been talking online and on the phone and hopefully meeting up this week. My ex isn’t too happy with it and I think it’s all coming to him about me. He told me tonight that his feelings have grown for me and what not. I don’t know what to do, but I am gonna wait and see what is gonna go on. Just gonna see what happens when I hang out with the new kid, because he deserves a chance better the ex. My ex has been an ass lately, the fight we had on Saturday didn’t help either. But I’m glad he’s finally realize things and maybe do something about it. I’m sick of trying and getting hurt, it’s his turn if he wants anything to happen.