unsettled or undead..or yep deeper the cut

I am restless and frustrated….trapped in a cage made of wire barbed with bloated, frivolous, male pride..is it yours or his I cannot define, the borders have seemed to meld…..the illusion of love so vivid in my mind, yet its touch is as fleeting as the cool morning breeze. What becomes now after all has been said….is it shattered and torn, really, is it cast away…so easy it is just a simple click..and *poof* u send them to the nether….do they see the pain and tears? probably not for its all in vain…no poems, no rhymes…the rhythm has ended…nothing can flow….I sit and ache..awaiting the song that stirred my spirit so lively…I ache its return again whole…hurry you see..the nothing swallows in large gulps..and yes I fear..the dark and I will succumb..fathom the thought a moment in time…our spirits entwine to one soul two minds…forever soul mated.