Changes, A passage in time

You expect me not to be terrified of anything,
Where, I surmise can I be
So enfeebled, its a struggle to move
Feelings, no one can comprehend

Straining to inhale,
but I feel no air.
alone, abandoned,
The agony inside spawning numbness.

Control, I cannot hold,
Salvation cannot reach me,

its something you won’t comprehend.

Now I’m goin’ changes.
Frustration is all I felt lately.
Suffocated, will you save me.

Feelin’ frail and jaded
Wandering through all alone
Bloodied to the the bone
By ever word they say.

Now, when I speak, Will they listen?
As I look around, nowhere to go
Shrouded, beneath all my emotion
Upon my shoulders the world