Still going strong…

Well now over a week since N moved in. Still going well. He saw me freak out and go off on J last night and he hasn’t run away yet.

Sunday night he got DRUNK. He was excited watching the broncos game and drank like 3/4 of a fifth of bourbon plus some beers. He was trashed. Of course I like it when he drinks bourbon cause he gets all sweet and sappy.

He told me I scared him because he was falling in love with me and he doesn’t do that. Of course a little later he told me he totally loved me…told him that was good because I loved him too. yes it is crazy but I haven’t felt like this in a long time.

But back to him being drunk. He was so drunk that he fell out of bed lol. Scared the daylights out of me. No it doesn’t worry me — in all the time I have known him, this was the only time I have seen him drunk.

Ok the snoring is a bit much however. I just have to buy some ear plugs. His nose has been broken 4 times so it isn’t his fault but if I wake up to go to the bathroom or something, I can’t get back to sleep lol.

So far I haven’t even thought about anyone else. All the guys I generally text/talk to …. haven’t been talking to any of them. N is working crazy hours this week…have been home alone but have been actually getting work done on my second job. I am not thinking about this guy or that guy or what I have to do to be what they are looking for…I am perfectly happy.

So in the spirit of 9/11, I would like to make sure my mom, N, J, KL (my bff in another state), and all my other friends know how much I love them and are happy they are in my life.