one month down…

So N and I have now lived together for a little over a month. Things are good mostly. The only fights we have had are over J and how I let her take advantage of me and sex.

I am over the fights about sex….he is so insecure. I got to talk to my bff K on the phone last night….when I got off the phone I told him how she said that if her and her husband get divorced, she is going to try women for awhile. And then when we were out Thursday night, this chick was hitting on me….. so apparently those two things have led him to think I want to be with a woman. I told him if I wanted to be with a woman I would have done it ages ago cause it would have made my life simpler lol.

So anyway…he just gets touchy sometimes. his ADD has been full blown lately and that makes his brain think too much about everything. He has got to find another job. That is the reason he worked all the time….because his brain never stops. I think I need to look into some all natural things to help him out – he won’t take meds. He doesn’t like the way they make him feel. I know there are some schools of thought out there on things that help….maybe we can give some of those a try.

I still love him with everything I am and he feels the same about me….his brain just gets obsessed about the sex and it drives me nutso. I love sex…..he loves sex…we just haven’t found out what works for us together. Part of that is my fault…I love talking about sex but have a hard time talking about things as they pertain to me.