It never ends…

So talking on the phone to K last night he said that Friday he is going to go to WalMart and out something in layaway for someone special. walmart is where I found a ring I really liked that was cheap enough…grrr

So then today, out of the blue he calls and has me go look this house up online. Beautiful house – 4 beds, 3 baths..fenced in yard. Gorgeous…also $278,000. Apparently his friend owns it and needs to get rid of it because he is moving to Texas. He asked if he would consider owner financing and the guy said he would but he would have to talk to his wife about it. So he was all excited about this house and asked if he bought it, if I would move in with him and the family — wtf. I freaked out. Told him I had to take time to process that.

I am not as freaked out now because I don’t think he will really get the house. I don’t think he has thought it through. Even if the guy gave him a great price and a great payment, there are still house taxes – which would be like 2700/yr and house insurance. AND the guy’s wife would have to agree to do it — I don’t see that happening. I think he got caught up in the dream.

Basically it is his dream house — he said especially with me in it…..oh hell. He thinks I hung the sun, the moon and the stars. I told him a story last night about when I was younger and he said it explained a lot about me. I asked him why…he said it explains why I appreciate the little things – unlike the other girls he has dated. I wanted to say if you would quit dating rich little princesses, maybe you wouldn’t have that experience lol. Anyway, so yeah…..he is on this little trip right now living in his little dream – I am not going to crush it for him – he will figure it out (with the house, not me).

So I have friends telling me to get rid of him – the same ones that originally told me to give him a chance…bitches. I don’t know what to do. I think I need some alone time with him — not at the bar…not at the racetrack…to see if we mesh. There are things about him that kinda get on my nerves..not that I want to change him – just need to know if they are really issues or not.

Of course I am caught up in my own dream…of getting married and having the nice house….etc etc…and its true. I know he loves me a crazy amount. I know he would take care of me when I’m sick and do anything I told him I needed…but can I handle living in a house with 3 New Yorkers?….two of which have some major health issues? I think it would drain me even more than I am already. and lets not mention the sex that hasn’t happened yet….

I just need a smack upside my head…yep…that’s what I need…

and M – don’t be telling me to come to Wisconsin so you can take care of that for me 😛