Conference time…

So I am at my conference.  For those that have been around, this is the same one I came to last year and went a little crazy.

I have been good this year…limited drinking…fending off propositions from one of the guys from last year….and consistenly still in trouble with N.

Last night I had to go to dinner with three of the other people here.  It was a business smoozing kinda dinner.  So I didn’t call him…ended up talking to him late.  He was tired and grouchy and freaking whiney as hell….he is not handling this me being gone thing very well.

I get that he is jealous…he doesn’t usually get jealous and he doesn’t know how to handle it.  I get that he is jealous that I am here having fun and he is at home working his ass off….but I’m sorry…this is for my job.  I am getting paid to be here.  I would rather be sitting at home but yes…it is nice to be around people.  he gets to talk to people at his job….I sit in the house with the puppies.  I needed a freaking break….I needed to be around people again.

Of course it is causing me to talk waaaaayyy too much…because I am not used to human interaction lol.

I know everything will be ok….growing pains.  In the 9 months we have been together we have moved twice (three times if you could when I moved to J’s and he moved to J’s), he went to one job instead of two, I went to working from home, and we moved to the middle of no where.

Life will never be totally smooth……relationships take work.  He is still the one I want to be with.  I just want to whack him upside the head sometimes and I am sure he wants to do the same to me