Another fun night…

So the night started off with a call from K.  We BS’d then he went back to talking about the house.  I asked him about taxes and insurance and he gave me the details on what he and the guy had talked about — basically very doable.  However, I told him we would worry about me moving in when he actually got the house.  I told him that he needs to remember I am an only child…I don’t do well in houses with multiple people.  Yes I lived in a house with 3 other people before but 2 of them I almost never saw.  He doesn’t know me…he thinks he does but he has no idea — he has only seen the nice side of me.  He hasn’t seen the hormonal crazy bitch yet.

So moving on….

N texted at 9 to tell me he was off work so I headed out to pick him up.  He had gotten paid early so wanted to cash his check…went to Wally World so he could cash his check and then we headed over to the bar to have a couple drinks….well he had a couple and I had one since I had to go to work.  I got home around midnight then had some work to get done so it was like 1 when I went to bed.  Regardless, I had an awesome night…I laughed the whole time…. I told N about most of the K situation – he was like wow he is putting a lot of pressure on you.  There were several things that he was like wtf….why would he do that.  I said cause he is an ass lol.

So here is the thing….K is a nice guy at heart but he has a bit of that jerky northeast coast attitude….while it can be cute, it can be really annoying…and he doesn’t like kids….like gets this horrible look on his face when there are kids in the restaurant…..not even kids being bad, just kids being kids….things that i think are cute annoy the hell outta him…I have got to find some alone time with him — not sure it will happen in the next few days with me getting lasik and the other shit going on in his life….so we will see…

I have to end it with him – I just haven’t figured out quite how.  I honestly have never broken up with someone that hadn’t done something wrong against me.  Well there was a guy I broke up with cause he was a nice guy but he was a loser lol….I broke up with him via snail mail 😛  This was prior to email and texting, etc.  But to do it in person – which I think K deserves – is a new thing for me.  I hate hurting people..I didn’t mean to hurt him….wasn’t trying to….really wanted it to work…blah blah blah.