Still Hurting

My sweet dog. I’m missing you so much today. For the last few days, the pain has been worse and there’s no specific reason that I can think of. I have your dog bed in front of the window where you loved to lie for hours. I keep hoping to see you there. Sometimes I forget and look for you when I get home in the morning 🙁 Then I remember. Every tear that falls is a reminder of you and how special you still are to me. As Christmas grows closer, I’m dreading it. I’m very thankful for Dasher. His goofiness makes me smile. I thank you for sending him to me. But, he’s yet another reminder that you’re no longer here and that kills me.