where is it?

It’s my birthday today. Isnt it supposed to be a happy day? I mean thats why they have a whole song and everything, and "happy" is in the freaking title.  So whats the deal…  Where’s my happy birthday?

I dont know  where I’m going
and tomorrow,
is a little overwhelming
the air is cold
and i’m not the same anymore.

I’ve been running in your direction
for too long now,
I’ve lost my own reflection.
and i cant look down
if you’re not there
to catch me when I fall.