Possibly Pregnant . . .

So there I was, waiting for my friend’s son’s drs to tell us when he could go home. Apparently, while driving down to see my friend, his son had had a small seizure because of a high fever. I open the door and he’s calling his name and trying to wake him up. We take him to the hopsital. For about 2 hours we sat in the room. We ordered chinese food and he had me go get it. (Big mistake! lol) It took me another 45 minutes to get back to the hopsital because I didn’t know where I was going. So after getting back to the hospital, I was told I couldn’t go back in the room because there were already 3 people in there. I had to explain to them two times that I was the third person. After getting a hall pass, I walked in and my friend and son were almost nodded out on the hospital bed. I was so tempted to take a picture, it was so cute! We left out of there after 12, getting out of the parking lot, we got pulled over by the police who told us that our lights weren’t on. Thank god he wasn’t really looking or else he would have seen that I didn’t have my seat belt on.
 So we finally get to the house and his son seems okay. He’s playing and laughing til my friend tells him its time to go to bed. He puts him to bed and I sit in the living room. He sits next to him and we talk for a bit. Before we know it, its 1 or so in the morning. After awhile, we decide to have sex. About 4 a.m. we finally sit down and eat our food.

Afterwards, we go to bed. The next morning, at around 7 am, I hear the squeals of his son. I smile to myself knowing he’s back to his old self.
HIs son gets up and goes out to the living room to play. We have sex again. After going at it hot and heavy for awhile, he says he’s about to cum. I’m so caught up in the moment that I don’t stop. Well, next thing I know, he came. It doesn’t really dawn on me til I’m laying next to him that I could possibly be pregnant.
He said it was okay and that if I was, he’d be happy. I lay there with a million things going through my mind at once. After laying there for a few minutes, he suggests for me to take a shower. So I get up and halfway dress and get to the bathroom. He follows me in and begins to comb my hair. He gives me a towel and washrag and we get in the shower. He then proceeds to wash my hair. I was in heaven at the moment. After we get out, I dry off and get my clothes back on. All the while I’m still thinking of the possible pregnancy. It must have shown up on my face because the next thing I know, he’s asking me what’s wrong. I continue to act like I’m fine. My period had started (after a month of not arriving) but I noticed it was real light (and its still like that, I usually have real heavy bleeding the first day.) That made me freak out a bit more.

So after getting a pad and changing underwear, I go into the living room and find out that I’ve recieved 8 voicemails. I check, 7 are from dad & mom trying to call and the other was from my grandmother. After I got done checking my msgs, I go into the kitchen and grab the leftover Chinese food. All the while, my friend is talking about kids and how much work they are. I then ask him if he thinks that I would be a good mother. He says absolutely and smiles. That makes me feel a little better. I ask him if he would go to the store with me Monday to get a pregnancy test, he said yes. He also wants to meet my dad. So I leave there and go home.
Dad’s sitting on the chair when I arrive and the first thing he asks me is who was on the phone when he called. At first, I was confused and told him my phone was dead. He then told me that somebody called him and started singing into the phone. I laughed when I realized my friend’s son had dialed my dads cell and "talked" to him. Dad told me that he was singing to him through the phone. He said he actually had him on the phone for 20 minutes lol
I sat down and watched tv and after getting dad outside alone, I told him about my possible pregnancy. He said that he and mom already knew that I could be.
He laughed when he saw my face and said he was hoping I was cause he wanted to become a grandpa before he got too old lol

So Monday me & Justin are going to the store Monday to get a pregnancy test. Im not sure how soon to take one. Tomorrow might be too soon but I’ll just take another one in a few days just to be sure. But it does have me worried. I just recently got a job at the UPS plus I’m still working at home healthcare. It would be my luck to find out I am then the job would go out the window. But I can’t stress myself out, if I am, then I am. I’ll just have to try my best & get help.
I’ll write again soon! Take care!