College
Today I was browsing as usual and stumbled upon the Clark State Community College that’s near here.
Yet again, I am debating to go to college. Even if its to take one class at a time.
Journalism is what I want to major in but business is always nice.
The only thing about is I don’t have the money for college.
The books’ prices alone would break me. I talked to my mom about it and she said she’d help.
I’m still weary about it. I was never good in school, not even in middle school.
I just don’t want to go and then find out I’m not fit for it to begin with.
That would be a huge disappointment.
Not to say that I haven’t had my share of them this year because I have.
If I do go, I’m not going til spring. Though I’ve said that before.
It came and went. 4 years of it coming and going in fact.
Each year that passed, I came up with some excuse as why I didn’t want to go.
I really don’t have any excuses not to go, not any that are worth saying, seeing as I’ve said them before.
I’m just scared is all. Kinda like getting married.
You’re not sure if its going to work out or not so you put it off and keep putting off
til you look up and you’re so-and-so age and you’re wondering where the time went.
I can’t deny that I don’t regret going earlier, say . . .
around the age of 19 when I graduated high school.
Some things you just know you’re not ready for. And for me, college is one of them.
I’m not exactly terrified to go. I just have my reservations about it.
Go to college. It’s the best thing you can do for yourself. you will have the time of your life.
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ryn: Thanks. Yeah, I know what you mean. That’s the part that irritates me the most about Christmas. Not that I don’t like giving, I just don’t like feeling forced.
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I went to college for a year and a half before dropping out. It wasn’t the worst thing I did but sometimes I wish that I had never went. I def. think going to a community college would be good, college isn’t that hard you’re first semester…it’s a breeze and while it is different than high school it’s also like high school in soooo many ways which is very disappointing.
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