2339 steps

2,339 steps is what I walked today. With as much shit that was going through my mind I’m surprised I didn’t end up walking further. When I started running, all the thoughts faded to the back of my mind but when I slowed to a walk again, they all came back. I won’t say exactly what’s been bothering me but I will say that all these things keep collecting up and its bothering me to no end. I don’t wanna go back to the way I was, crying and not eating. I felt dead to myself and it scared the hell out of me. sighs

Well on to what I was saying before, after all that walking I did, I came in the door and exercised for about 15-20 minutes. By that time, my legs were really sore (and still are) Mom ended up having to rub alcohol on it (she says it helps reduce the soreness) but it didn’t help me much. Every step I take feels like I’m going to fall down. But I don’t think thats really a bad sign, I think its just the muscles working in my legs. Tomorrow its supposed to rain so I don’t know if I’ll get to go walking or not, but if I don’t, I’ll just exercise in the house.

Well I’m gonna go. Hope everyone’s having a good day.

-chauna