don’t be entertainment

I’ve come to a realization since i’ve come to hawaii…i’ve always been a bit nit picky towards clothing but the reason why has finally hit me…it’s all entertainment…like watching a t.v. show…dont’ degrade yourself to being somebody elses entertainment…I understand that some people like to dress gothic because maybe they’ve had negative attention from their parents and now they crave it but…they are not “expressing” themselves as they think they are….the same is with risque clothing…”Glorify God in all things”…don’t become entertainment for a society that just yearns for more….and urges that the envelope be pushed more…wouldn’t that bother you…if people saw you for nothing more than what you wore…what kind of impression would you leave…(not speaking to anybody directly or indirectly)…to be saw as a piece of meat for skimpy clothing and have nothing more to offer to anybody’s imagination…how does that look for an onlooking suitor?…or to be looked upon as a freak show for multiple tattoos and piercings…once the initial shock of the sight is gone…then so are you…you become yesterday’s news…no longer being entertaining but fitting into the norm. of today’s rotting society…ack! I’m not here to entertain anybody…i’d rather people know me for who i am instead of what i wear…o.k. i’m through ranting…lol God Bless!

p.s.- y0 Mel, haven’t heard from ya like all week….is everything o.k.?

sorry so blunt…but for a lack of better wording and just tryin to throw all this stuff out before i lose my train of thought….

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July 9, 2004

i miss you 🙁 i have nothing to do in kinder. i’m so lonesome from everybody. shell is gone, becca hasn’t been online as much. oh well i’m sure i will be over it tomorrow. can’t wait to you come home so i can have someone to go to the movies with without having to worry about what they will think if i ask them to go with me.

July 10, 2004

thanks for the note! how long have you played guitar? and wowsers go to you on this entry…i like your style…you go on my faves. have a good one, i will be back! out for now…jon

July 10, 2004

hmmmm… in *deep thought*

Hi! Thanks for the note. I really don’t know about that guy. He’s weird. Anyways, stop by anytime to my diary and nice entry you’ve made here! God Bless.

September 16, 2004

i just read this again..why does this point of view seem so odd coming from you???? hmmmmm? 🙂

April 16, 2005

i’m just trying to figure you out here…you wrote this? 🙂 *sly*