settling in…

Deep, profound and meaningful entry <—- way

I’m settling into this,
this becoming, a little rough
and frayed around the edges.
It is an easy becoming, but not always a
smooth transition.
I have moments, where my mind plays tricks on my reality,
unanswered meanings, lingering wonders
and possible unravelings makes this time of becoming
Beautiful
Like her eyes in the sparkle of afterwards,
taking deep breaths, ragged
a heart slowing to normal rythmn after
a midnight exertion.
Normalcy.
I find peace in the midst of this,
where the freefall finds a moment’s pause,
when its just still, and things are quiet.

The point of this is not to arrive amid fanfare,
circus elephants and trumpet blasts.
It is to sneak up quietly, catching both of us
Off guard.
And this feeling leaves me breathless.
I hear its supposed to be that way, really.
I hear this is what it is to be real
to fall deep
to become.