Because things change

You know, its funny that for years, my biggest fear was that someone would forget me, and not think of me and I would fade into oblivion.

Now my biggest wish is that they WOULD forget me, forget my name and never think of or mention me by name again. I want to slip into the shadows of forgotten, and leave those old ghosts dead and far behind me. I want nothing to do with it, because its a shadow of nothing that used to be. I was blind and weak and ignorant for so long….that time means nothing. Nothing at all.

Go figure, eh? Its all about perception, strength and circumstance.

I’m so much better, now.