-this place

i can not believe
    i have found you
after
    all these years
so many memories…
so many tears…
you say you are
    what ive been looking for
everything you have to give
             i ask for nothing more…

now i know
        its a shame…
we are so far away
        maybe im to blame.
        maybe ill see this love
        i have for you
                               someday…..

but i know
          reality
          and how cruel
          it can be
to fall for
       a perfect girl
            …and her…
                    for me…

i cant help to wonder why
           she tells me what she does
but i cant help
           to wonder if
           she means it like she does

everytime i see her face…
                              …she takes me away
to a place ive never been
                               …where it is
                                               i cant say

somewhere between happiness
                   and internal agony…
a place only poets go…
                 …not meant for the world to see

but in this place
               i breathe…
and its here
               i feel…
               i can live…
and when i find the one
               i can share it with…
               in this place, ill live
                       in this place,
                               i will live……………..