-nothing as it seems

i feel like i got
too many things on my mind
i want to get it all out
but i cant find
the words to interpret
so i leave them behind

leaving me sitting here spinnin
the cap off my 40 and i see myself grinning
they call me a loser but i see that im winning

its all perception
dont you know?
i guess you cant see
its ok, i can

i got more to say about this place
though i know you dont listen
cuz you dont think i know my own face

listen to these lines 
laying in bed
lingering around
floating in your head
the only peace we’ll ever see
is after we are all dead

sleeping forever
living the dream
no more worry 
nothings as it seems
…