my thoughts on baby

 its been a long year.
i have a hard time believing its august already
meaning my birthday is in another month.
i remember telling people how i was sure to be back on the island by my next bday. mission accomplished. maybe the only thing i said i was gonna do and actually did. 
cool.
if all else fails, at least i accomplished one thing in my life.
not quite what i had imagined but still…

can you believe im having a baby? 

im stoked.
i hope all is well in there. every time i ask her to kick if shes feelin good and all is well, theres movement. preggos know what im talkin about. i love it. if youve never felt a baby move inside the womb (guys) you have nooooooo idea.
trust.

knowing that theres a little person…a little butt, and little feet and hands…and tiny fingers! and itty bitty eyes and eyelashes growing in there….its awesome. knowing theyre yours…..even more awesome.

gotta go…mamas home.