love is…

love is pain…
              pain is feeling…
                            feeling is…well, you never forget a feeling…

so why should one forget a love?
the saying "out of sight, out of mind"
yeah i get it. and i concur. im an out of sight out of mind kinda guy…but still…i like to add my own little addendum to the end of it. goes like this: "out of sight, out of mind….unless you think about it…" now how true is that?
ive been in love. i know the feeling. i like it. 
im not sure what yall are thinking but for me, when im in love……….nothing else matters.
ya know?
ive come to the realization that i just may have been in love for the past decade. who knew!? not i.
but it would explain my lack of interest in picking up girls from anywhere…my lack of interest of going to the bar to "get laid" and all that crap that i guess guys do. or maybe thats just me….or maybe ive already found who i want to be with…so its a high school flame…so shes got a kid and lots of baby daddy issues… is this not the 21st century? who doesnt!? thing is,i dont do drama…but hers, i really dont mind. 
i just wish i could convince her that hawaii is better than florida, even if she does have family in florida. so do i. who cares. hawaii kicks floridas ass. 🙂 yeah i said it….

ps – the first three lines of this are getting mixed in with some beats…some mellow beats you would want to hear if you were cruisin a coastline and just…you know…chillin.

cuz thats how i roll 🙂