-just who i am

there are many things i may have said in my past
and there i wish they could stay
some of them may have affected you
i probably meant it that way
please remember i write as i am
and as i am so shall i be
if there is a point id like to get across
its no ones as conflicted as me

every moment of every day
i battle my thoughts when i can
only the few days when i come out on top
do i really feel like a man
so many wonders and questions that wont end

how can i know where i am going
if im not really sure where ive been

there comes a time in every mans life
when they come to realize why theyre here
i wait for the day i reach the point
but worse yet i feel its already here

and i dont have clue
what it is im to do…….
but i wont live my life in fear

so many people i have met on my way
to discovering just who i am
some have stayed but most have gone
and always i understand
the days go on
and the nights follow through
and i am just who i am…