-for molly

so tell me now

who are you?
i knew a different girl
it was so long ago
why do i hold on
i dont want to let go
all of the good times
theyre what keeps me
holding on
do i miss you?
i think it all the time
these thoughts in my head
are just of memories
youre not the same
the feeling we once had
its all blown over
the time and the seed
nothing can grow
on this barren land
we had our chance
now you have moved on
i am so sure
you are happy
that it makes me sad
and tears fall
as i catch them before
they can ever hit the floor
i think back to myself
‘was i the wrong one"
cuz you
seem so happy now
and im glad
though i know at times
i must come off as the mad one…
but a smile
on your face
always puts
me in my place
and i know
you were the one i loved
first
when i hunger,
i thirst…
as long as you smile
i will too
cuz i know
happiness has
at least found you…………