April 5, 2024 | Let the chaos flow

To anyone reading this, know that you are NOT alone in this universe.

I hope that my thoughts and reflections on my own existence can help you and provide inspiration for self-improvement.

I must admit, I am not sure of the purpose of this new venture. Is it for simple release? To prevent my thoughts from being locked inside my head and thus denying them the upper hand over my mind? Will I do it for redemption? For fun? Perhaps for solitude or comfort?

Well, I have no idea, like most things life offers me. But I am here to find out. For now, I feel the need to share that part of me that I cannot share with anyone without anonymity. Anonymity is what drives me on this path.

This diary will have no chapters or sections; it will be complete chaos, like my mind. The order of things in my diary will simply be dictated by my thoughts and my mood. I want to expose my emotions and delve into my mind in these lines.

I am neither a poet nor a writer, but I love how words can evoke emotions.

I hope you can find both comfort and discomfort navigating through my mind with me, and I hope you can find a point of reflection.

As for who i am, I do not wish to expose myself.

I want the imagination of each individual to create an image of me, “There exists a different version of us for every person who knows us.”

I will be whatever you want me to be for you; I will let my thoughts dictate who I am in your minds, but “paradox” is the term that best suits me.

With all that being said, I wish you the best that life can offer and have an amazing day!

With love,
-FN-