What is wrong with me?

There is so much going thru my head right now.  I talked to Chris earlier and he told me he was going over to a friends house.  I lost it not to long after that.  Then he asked me to go over there and bring him something.  So I did.  As soon as I saw him, I lost it again.  Finally calmed down and lost it again.  I have no idea what is wrong.

It’s not only the crying factor that is bothering me.  But it is a lot of other things.  Like I kid you not, i am tired all the time, have no sex drive, I’m having strange pain in my back and sides(not all the time though) and always hungry.  it doesn’t make any sense to me. 

I know Chris has some what to do with how I feel right now.  But honestly it doesn’t matter what I say at this point.  I know this is something I need to work out on my own.  Believe me, I’m not happy with some of the things he does but I’m to afraid to tell him!!

Seriously, what is wrong with me?!?!?!