2nd wind, 2nd coming out

Finally back to work full time, good to get out of the house now. sick of laying around for 5 weeks. but rough getting up in the morning since I’m still kind of in vacation mode, stayin up too late, plus with the time change. my mood has made a 360. especially today.

review is tomorrow. very curious to see how my boss will react having put in my self assessment I think I have improved in the only concern she had, tone and attitude in emails, and that I have more than demonstrated I can work remotely. Also sure to come up is my desire to work from the Miami office Jan, Feb and March. This WAS my last winter up here. Either that or I’m taking 4 day weekends every other week in Jan, Feb and March, every other weekend flying to miami.

got some trial contacts I need to start getting used to. probably wear them 2 hours tomorrow after I get to work.

Miss Gokhan. was nice talking to him on the phone today first time since he moved back to turkey.

hopefully get the fagmobile back tomorrow. they said they even fixed the key marks on my door some ashole keyed my car about a year ago. hopefully I won’t have to make my deductable of $500, but If I do at least I can cover it.

hung out with gf last night, had fun, watched 2 movies, some new low budget gay movie with Jim J. Bullock. Then a really cool T & A movie, Malibu spring break. Surely they will now have a sequal, “maui spring break” since that is how it ended that is where they are going next year.

gf having issues with new gf. I feel bad, her gf is the first I have liked and made gf happy. Hard seeing her in and out of relationships since I’ve been there and done that but she is still 24……she gotta go through it I guess. just want to see her happy.

hung out with str8 ppl today. sarah, joe and her friend Christinia. smoked, was fun. I’m starting to take a liking to Sarah’s bf. cool guy. 🙂 I hope I’m not “too much” for him.

been wearing eyeliner and lip gloss a lot since I got back from South Beach 2nd time, and after meeting Kelley in Phili I guess I’m going through my “2nd coming out”. back to the clubs with eyemakeup and club gear. So glad spring is here.

my sister finished my final exam. so glad this class is over! 10 weeks of math was just too much and I got completely lost in math 2 so sis had to take over. good thing class is online. 4 more easy classes and I get my degree in August.

going to Orlando in June for a tradeshow. looking forward to it but it is for a week and I really need to catch up on work now that I’m working again cuz this will set me back another week.

HAPPY F**CKING SPRING!!!!!!! I am so ready!