Patience is a Virtue. Which I appear to be lacking

I am far less patient than I once was and sadly due to past experiences I think I have become more selfish. Despite the fact I moved this year for the person I love and my desire to not disrupt his life when he was so happy. Neglecting to note that actually I disrupted my own pretty happy life and may have irrepairably damaged my job prospects!

To cut a long story short, the place I have moved to requires me to have a work permit and due to the current economic climate it seems extremely unlikely I will get one as I have to prove my skills are more suited to the position than the people who are from here. I have decided that now that 6 months have passed there has been little change in circumstances and probably fewer jobs than when I arrived. I will have to move back to where I don’t need a work permit. I  am fairly upset about this due to all the upheaval of getting here in the first place and the fact I did it because I didn’t want to be apart from the person I loved. Unfortunately I seem to have come out of it all in a rather unenviable position.

I can’t really write lot more right now… just needed to have a wee vent.