Crappy

Well thats unfair actually, I have had a nice evening out with my friends, had a meal and people were saying how much weight I’d lost- in a  good way I hasten to add. I still need to lose a fair bit more but they were all very complimentary.

Thing is I don’t really feel all that great in myself right now- I keep seeing all these couples everywhere and they all seem so bloody happy. I am a singleton, sometimes happy that way but a lot of the time not.

I guess we aren’t all meant to be with someone but that doesn’t make those of us who aren’t with anybody feel any better- because essentially, we all have the need to feel loved.

Just a little entry today- don’t have the will to write more currently.