well… ummm… THAT was a mistake!

How is it every ten years I get fatter and balder, while this woman is more beautiful now than when she was 20?

I mean it. She still makes me catch my breath when I see her from a distance.

The 18 year old kid who lives in my head will not stay quiet when it comes to her. Twenty+ years later, and it won’t go away.

Made it through coffee… made it through my meetings… made it back to the hotel room and *wept*.

For fuck’s sake, why did she have to still be so fucking beautiful and perfect?

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August 12, 2010

it took me awhile to come here. maybe because I’m trying to keep my own crazies out of my brain? *sigh*