well… ummm… THAT was a mistake!
How is it every ten years I get fatter and balder, while this woman is more beautiful now than when she was 20?
I mean it. She still makes me catch my breath when I see her from a distance.
The 18 year old kid who lives in my head will not stay quiet when it comes to her. Twenty+ years later, and it won’t go away.
Made it through coffee… made it through my meetings… made it back to the hotel room and *wept*.
For fuck’s sake, why did she have to still be so fucking beautiful and perfect?
it took me awhile to come here. maybe because I’m trying to keep my own crazies out of my brain? *sigh*
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