So long… no forgiveness can perceive…

AH! It’s bween so long since I wrote in here… I know you all missed me. IO am finally back from CA… and I don’t miss it one bit. My mean ass old boss is gone, I’m alive… so it’s all good! 🙂 I found out my car battery is dead upon my return… which kinda sucks… but I’ll live. Jessica is still in the hospital… and I hate it. I’m teetering on leaving her for awhile… but I can’t do that to her. I love her… it just sucks not being able to be with her. Or to call her. The only thing I can do is write letters… and those are so ridiculously restricted. So I’m left not being able to tell her I love her, not hearing her voice, not making plans to see her… and it truly sucks. And I am starting to feel lonely again.. but anywho… Everyone should leave me a note and email me at my yahoo! Cuz I need people to talk to! 🙂

Love,

Donovan

*~PissAnt~*

September 19, 2002

Well boo you didn’t e-mail me or call me. Oh well mostly my fault anyways. And I’m sorry about your girly probs, you know I’m always here for you though if you wanna vent.

Hey boy, you shouldn’t feel lonely! Smile! 🙂 Thanks for your sweet note. – Anja

of course I missed you! I can understand why you wouldn’t want to be with Jessica anymore. That’s too hard. Maybe you 2 can try again after she’s older and out of her parents control?

and why is she back in the hospital? Depression again?

RYN: No, I haven’t had my tubus tied. I just know I will NEVER meet “Mr. Right” so I will never be married, hence I will never have any more children. LOL, it’s ok. I am lucky, some ppl don’t have any. I am lucky enough to have one of each. What do I need any more for?

September 20, 2002

ME??? :O I’m never pissy…and you should feel like a dork…check your last entry’s notes…;) ttyl lol

Here’s some advice.. When I got lonely.. I looked around my basement and found my old Super Nintendo.. Can’t be lonely when Mario and Luigi are around!! lol.. Seriously.. I am addicted to Nintendo.. I need help, or a better boyfriend.. Thanks for your note and I hope you feel better!! ;P

Silly Old Bear! *bites your earlobe and steals your favorite pair of blue undies* love, Mary-Fran

My boyfriend does have PS2, but I’m not allowed to play it!! He’s a meanie.. Anyway.. I just realized that you rp and stuff.. Am I correct? I never did the Vamp Inc thing.. But I have been playing for years now.. Something in common.. heh.. Have a great night!!

donovan please tell me who you think left those notes……its not like im going to do anything to them i just wanna know i mean hell…..it is kinda rude what they were doing and had no right whatsoever to be mingling into my business…… love ya bunches brah Delanea

you are too cute boy.i like you.god,i’m so eloquent!ha.love

CHELLiE N CRAiGhey whats up? how have u been? obviously a bit lonely.. so eh cali isnt that great? I guess Ill stick to living on da east coast… welp cya round sc. or something.. 🙂

s m i l e for chellie reallie u no u wanna!!