Goods news… bad news…

Well Lots of Good news… Jess got out of the hospital on my Birthday… the 6th… the greatest B-day present ever. I’ve been getting on chat for the past 2 days… althoguh I’ve had to pay for it at the net cafe… whih is cool with me for now. My friend Wendy is coming to meet me Thursday. Today I sent my sister her birthday present from me (a little red bear…it’s cute) and I sent my mom Rose Madder by Stephen King. (good book) I’m starting to write in Vamps Inc again… for all of you that read it 2 years ago when I wrote… For you “newbies” it’s here on FOD… titled none other than Vamps Inc . 🙂 Go to their website… and give me some ideas! Now for the bad news… all of it happened today. First I scraped my face on the bottom of the pool… (someone swam over me and kicked my head down :() Then I called Jess to see how her first day went… which was to say… not too good. Her depression and anxioty (sp is prolly wrong… but I’m tired) returned… and they are thinking of putting her in a stay in clinic… for a few weeks/months. I won’t be able to talk to her at all then. She was crying and wouldn’t talk to me. I’m very upset over this… Although I might pretend not to be… so be careful with me… I hope to write again soon with updates!

Love,

Donovan

im sorrie jess might have to go away and that ur face is hurt.. i hope ur bday was good, u seemed to be happie bout it 🙂 ANYWAYS.. :p if u get on… line, in that cafe come say hey to me 🙂 if im round.. 🙂 bye bye

hey d here is my dairy link SEE I HAVE ONE :P:P

ok.. the way you put it was like you were going to help me out but you no longer will have that friend ship with me like you just wanted to help someone not meaning just a friend just a person thats the way you made it sound… ANd like i said i understand if you dont want to be close to me in that kind of way any more… Well luv ya.. Bye.. ayla

awwwwwwww ty for Caring d! hope to talk to you soon

Great about the good news! Cute you sent your sis a bear 😉 I haven’t been online forever, we just got an apartment so I’ve been moving, and been disconnected. Hope we’ll chat. Take care D! – Anja

Vampires *goes all wide eyed n hyper* heehehehee I’m already on slad.net 😉 why did you ask me?? just wondering if I gave anything away hehe blackNblue

Argh gee, could you give me a little less personal note Donovan??`!! haha. Thanks though. Take care! – Anja

I am into vampz but i didnt no you were thats a shock to me lol whats the site? ill go on the list… AYla

AND DAmn it donovan when i make twisted poems and shit dont mean i am gonna kill myself its just a way to express my feelings and to let out my stress so dont worrie about that ok.. When i say in my diary that i want to kill myself and its not in a poem form then you can be worried i havent reached that point yet So dont worrie

WEEEEEEEE thanx for the site *hugs* blackNblue

CheshireGrin

August 25, 2002

ryn: i havent been to the web page but i will be sure to go now! thanks for the note 🙂

ryn – “uh oh” was concerning you turning chaos… chaos as a vampire (maybe — i don’t yet know what’s happened to him, or you)… lol…

things r gonna be ok donovan *hugs* cheer up *hugs* steph

i guess i did forget to leave you a note lol well hehe this is me diary but i dun think youll know who this is hehe…. my od sn = nikki

*~PissAnt~*

September 8, 2002

Hey, your right I don’t check my notes often lol. Hey just try to give me a time and I will try to be here. In the afternoons around dinner time is not good cause I’m never here. But other than that let me know. Or you can e-mail me at kaykey903@hotmail.com. 😉

Hey lol If your nlost then how are you leaving me notes??… Also no i dont think you want to ask you might not like the anwser

well, i finally did it… i read all of your back entries……… i don’t know what to say. i miss you. (is that a bad thing?) i’m not even sure if you’ll be able to read this, *nervous/sad laugh*… anyhoo. i have homework. just…. wanted to say that. ~rochelle/xochitl/

ryn: correct me if i’m wrong… but weren’t you the one who left the message @ vamps inc that basically said “i may never be coming back”? or am i just delusional? … anyhoo, that previous note *gestures upwards* was written when i thought you might not be here anymore. yeah. so i missed you. 🙂

Why would you have wanted to watch???

Heh just realised that you said you have a friend called Wendy….. I don’t know any other Wendy’s IRL other than er me 😛 *hugs* tralalala blackNblue

“Tonight might just be my last night at VI… forever… I’m having some complications… and well… i’s a load of bullshit… but I won’t be back until the 11th the earliest… they are taking out the LAN (local area network for you non-nerds) lines so no net tomorrow or thereafter… unless I go to the net cafe… but I dunno if I will have time…”

… if that’s not meaningful, then i don’t know what is. you have to admit, you made it sound pretty dire.

Ryn: thats with most guys sweety lol…hope everythings ok *hugs* nikki

okiokioki… i misunderstood the post… i thought by “it’s bullshit” you meant the reason you would be leaving… but, whatever. i’m glad you’re back, at any rate 🙂