The worlds gone mad

lets just state he rediculous shit that happens in my life. Yesterday morning i was on my way to work and some asshole tapps my bumper after dead man curve and i spun 6 times across four lanes of traffic….terrfying. Then got into it with my managers at work over cooking rice…really? I was chillin at my sisters house today and some kid apperently got shot around the corner nd the dude ran thru the front yard nd drop the gun nxt to my sister livivng room window. I never seen Cleveland police move so fast. Then I’m driving back to alydas and i pass this 24 hour gym nd theres a billion police holding someone up at gun point. The worlds gone nuts im telling you.

I’m excited, but still nervous about my therapy session on the 5th. I feel much better because i finally talked to a.j about it and told her everything, but just as I suspected she had already new, heard everyone else talking about it so forth. Shes a very smart little girl an puts things together very well. She said shed have to get used to my name and the brother thing but said she would always love and be the same we are now because even though my outside is changing ill still be the same person on the inside. It made my heart putter. That girl is everything to me. I’m glad she has grown up to be the young women she is.

For the next 9 days I dont have a day off of work…they keep making these work weeks longer and longer…soon ill be scheduled over timed…I need fucking sleep.

I had brother come over last night and we worked out a bit. Makes me feel good someone is doing it with me and I’m not alone. I love how its going so far, i’m starting to gain the weight..slowly, so im starting to bulk up. It’s a long process but im getting there with the little spare time I have.

Got to work out and then lay down and wait for the women to get home….

D.j