Non-sense

The day in finally coming to a rest, not that I’m going to sleep, just able to relax. I was all hyped and stressed out this morning because i had no idea weather or not I was going to get to my mom’s to watch A.j for the week, weather or not she left the keys to the truck for me so i can get to this job interview tomorrow. My brother came and got me, we had dinner at the house, Mark, A.j, Nan, and I. it was nice, made me feel good to be around em all again. I do miss them, alot. My mother came back from New york tonight so there was no reason for me to even waste the time, energy, or money to be out there. I don’t regret it, I really really enjoyed and needed the time to be around them, I just could of delt with out the stress I have been other with all of it for the past few days.

Job interview tomorrow. I can hope and wish, but i have a good feeling about this. I prayed for the first time last night before I went to sleep about this job. It something I haven’t done in awhile, but I couldn’t think of anything else to do. I’m so anxious over it I didn’t get much sleep last night, come to think of it I haven’t slept much at all. I can only hope tomorrow is the day things begin to change. I just have horrible luck.

Anyways on to getting into jammies and waiting for the woman to get home, tomorrows going to be a long day.

D.j