happy holidays

Alyda and I are in columbus for the holidays. Its good after court yesterday I needed to get away and be with my women. Everyone just opened christmas presents, it makes me really miss my family. I kinda of really upset I’m not going to be with them for the holiday, I have never been away from family on holidays, never really had any other place to go.

So I’m hoping once i talked to my P.O he can help me figure out something with this shit because I really don’t want to have to spend 10 days in jail. It made me so pissed to the point I had to take off work, plus we wanted to miss the snow storm, but it didn’t even snow. Makes me really kinda regret not working but im glad i took the night off i wasn’t doing to well.

I have talked to tiff a few times in the past few days, its been ok, i dont know how I feel about it but I really cant take the shit anymore of being mad at her it’s just causing me more stress. I know the time of person she i and I suppose i’ll jsut have to deal with it, and just not let her know to much i guess you could say.

Got alot more to say but as before when i tried to right I just can’t seem to get my mind together. I have no idea whats been going on with me, but even though shit seems to getting better, I’m falling apart in the mists of it all.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!

D.j