Damn 31 minutes NoJoMo#3

NoJoMo #3….

Fucking 15..now (Sara needed butter so had to go to Large Bird) 31 minutes after midnight….i tried so hard hahaha.

Sara has today off, so needless to say we slept in. I was suppose to go fill this application out this afternoon with Cat for this factory, but I got a job interview for a job thats for the same shift. i mean the factory is hiring for other shifts as well, but unless the job was closer to home, it would be to hard and to much money back and forth on the bus. I intend to go for a second job, but i need it closer to home so that I can not be spending the extra money I’m making on bus fair, and over due my self. with my plans for paycheck with this job and the mission to start T as soon as possible, I have to make sure I pace everything so that I’m not over doing myself working, and starting myself on hormones. I have learned I tend to take on more then I can handle, and refuse to let things go even after I have realized I’m failing horribly because I’m to proud to say, I couldn’t do it. I’m doing managing things safely so that I don’t get to the top, lose my sight and watch it all fall, all because I have this horrible Napoleon complex, and can never except sometimes i need to take a step back breath, and realize i really am not superman. I do get weakened.

Random, iCarly is amazing. I sound like a pervert being 21, ha but there is nothing left on hulu to watch. It’s hilarious though.

Interviews tomorrow, ugh not a looking forward to this bus ride. I hate taking the bus, i have no idea why I have just have always hated it since middle school.

 My woman is making…dinner?…..food hahaha, so onward to more icarly, snuggling, and sleep. Tomorrow, begins something new. A time of Change

D.j